Ignoring the issue of the sense of self for the moment, the rest of it is just the nonrandom wiring and firing of neurons. There isn't an actual actor making a single coherent choice; the choice is an emergent property from the coordination of millions of neurons.hadespussercats wrote:You talk about a decision-making apparatus. How does that work? How are choices made, if nobody's driving? And what organizes the elements that come together to form a model of the experienced world? What makes sense? I mean that last bit literally and figuratively.
You might ask how those millions of neurons coordinate in such a seemingly coherent way. That is where trillions of creature years of evolution come into play: the solutions which facilitate the fairly coherent objective of preserving the gene line are those that have survived, and those solutions involve neural organization that behaves in a way that makes coherent choices. The many other options for organizing the neurons have been pruned away by natural selection.
This, of course, only explains why we act as if we had a sense of self. In principle, it seems we could act that way even if we were really automata - p-zombies that act as if they are self aware, but lack the actual self awareness. The interesting part - why we have an actual conscious awareness of self, or more specifically why we have a consciousness to be aware of self - it doesn't answer. It does, however, illustrate that the unanswered part of the question, the question of consciousness, is distinct from the part with the boring mechanical answer.
I personally don't have a good answer to the question of consciousness yet; I can conjecture that in fact p-zombies do not exist, and that consciousness exists wherever it can supervene on a computing system that behaves in a coherent way, which would have some interesting implications for inanimate computation, and for ethics - but there really isn't any more evidence for that answer than there is for the religious answer that consciousness is associated with an eternal soul.
I do think that recent research into quantum decoherence, which provides a mechanism for deterministic quantum level superpositions to appear to collapse probabilistically into macroscopic classically behaving systems, may provide the beginnings of some hints about an abstraction mechanism - or perhaps I should say abstraction mathematics - that may eventually shed light on the supervention of consciousness on physical systems.
I can offer, second hand, one other piece of information that may be illuminating, the a brain researcher describing the experience of suffering and observing a stroke:
[youtube]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QTrJqmKo ... ure=colike[/youtube]
Now, how are we going to make progress in understanding this stuff if the people with the most relevant experience don't share it? Can you provide the relevant information in some safe form, perhaps as your view of how some hypothetical person would experience things?hadespussercats wrote:I had some insights during a breakdown about the nature of self. Now I'm realizing that rasetsu had a good point earlier about needing to keep some ideas close to the chest (or words to that effect.)